Twilight 081804 by helaquin
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helaquin
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*OOC note* There were two things that shaped my character Helaquin, there was Zeifer and ‘Boots’
This is a poem that Zeifer had written in the OOC Poetry section of GI, at the time, being such a NEWBIE, I had no idea it wasn’t an IC forum, so I read it… and it touched my character in such a way that it changed the course of her life.
Pain..
Let it go away…
The pain that has bound me to this Hell
Sorrow… Despair… Wretched solitude
To live and die alone…
What is it? Pain and pain alone.
To be pushed aside by those you desire…
To be looked down upon those you honor…
To be harrassed by the way you look…
The way you are.. the way you feel…
What can it be? Pain. Pain and pain alone.
When will it stop? The answer lays at the end.
The horrid unreachable end of your life…
My life, my pain, my solitude…
I don’t want to die alone…
Why me? Why me? Why me?
Please.. end it all
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Fri Aug 18 15:22:44 2000 GMT
Helaquin listened as Twilight explained what her
responsiblities were. Hel watched as Twilight quickly
penned something on a scroll. Twilight told her to watch
those whose names appeared on the parchment. Hel stood
without a word and picked up the scroll. She left the room
then and made her way slowly to the Tavern. Hel considered
her best course of action along the way and a lop-sided
grin finally emerged.
Sat Aug 19 02:03:27 2000 GMT
Helaquin smiled as the person before her accepted the
position. Twilight is always thrilled when another retainer
is hired, she thought. A secret little smile hovered into
view.
Helaquin
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Born, abandoned, recovered, sculpted, broken, reformed
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Born, abandoned, recovered, sculpted, broken, reformed.
Orphaned at a young age.
Former Sister of the Family,
Personal attendant and apprentice to Shotten,
Envoy of the Eldest Brothers,
Former Chosen of Phantom.
Rejected by the Angeon, selected by another.
Mother to Lucien, Devodeus and Hallow.
Wife to Cameron Bladeslinger.
Gemologist and Owner of Phenomenal Adornments
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Raw Emotions 081900 ( Recommendations: 0 )
helaquin
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Sat Aug 19 20:09:31 2000 GMT
Helaquin was angered by Cameron’s words. “A pact with
Boots?!!” she exclaimed as she scrambled away from him. She
hotly told Cameron that he had no clue how vile Sethliss
was. Cameron asked her to tell him what Sethliss did to her
while she was his captive. Helaquin reluctantly told him in
great detail. As she spoke a change overtook him, the
distant Cameron erupted into a mess of raw, conflicting
emotions. He declared, “The pact is off!” before falling to
his knees as powerful feelings surged through his body for
the first time in years. Helaquin helped him as best she
could, leaving him only when she was sure he would rest
comfortably.
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helaquin
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Birth
Helaquin
Thu Aug 24 21:50:42 2000 GMT
Twilight was pleased. Hel reflected on how well things
were progressing. Now the silent one who watches her was on
her team. It was dangerous ground she was talking, she
knew. But the rewards will be worth it when, not if,
everything comes together. She could not fail. She made her
way slowly to the Tavern to meet up, hopefully, with one of
her contacts.
Not long after settling in at the Tavern, she felt the
first powerful contraction, much stronger than in previous
days. As she made her way to the door, another hit and she
knew this was it, the child was about to arrive.
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Born, abandoned, recovered, sculpted, broken, reformed.
RE: Birth
Helaquin
Thu Aug 24 22:22:03 2000 GMT
Guards escorted back for the birth. Everything was ready
when she arrived. The labor was difficult, the child was
stuck, magic was used to allow for the delivery. It became
apparent when the child finally arrived with a mightly
push. Wings and the child was large. “It’s a boy.” his
voice told her as she watched him, her son, be carried away
for a cleaning. She collapsed back, exhausted.
Growing Power
Sethliss
Thu Aug 24 20:57:46 2000 GMT
Sethliss smiles at the new vessel of his power and casts a
spell to speed up the growth of the vessel. His yuan-ti
care for the vessel and teach and train it. After the
first acceleration, Seth returns to his other tasks and
plotting.
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Sethliss
Destroyer of Realms
Non-God-moder, but does have a God Complex
The Problem 082500 ( Recommendations: 0 )
helaquin
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Fri Aug 25 19:27:00 2000 GMT
Helaquin enjoyed the walk to the Woods with her tiny son,
Devodeus, cradled in her arms. She was following the
sketchy plans laid out by Twilight and Zenith. Helaquin
looked up into the branches of the giant tree and smiled as
a familiar voice laughed, “Merry meet, Helaquin and son!”
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galias
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Decision
Galias
Fri Aug 25 05:27:38 2000 GMT
Stared out at the world through different eyes. Her love
for Rand had changed her world and she barely acknowledged
Zenith’s thoughts. Now it was time to find a way to get
herself and others out of the tradgedy they were deeply
entangled in. She is impatient to be free, unable to meet
with Rand the other night had made up her mind. She no
longer wanted to live this way. Galias decided to discuss
her feelings with Twilight. Perhaps they could work
together without the other finding out. It could prove
fatal if the third party became aware of what she intended.
RE: Decision
Galias
Fri Aug 25 15:03:44 2000 GMT
Galias made contact with Twilight and discussed her desires
and fears. Helaquin sat with her tiny son suckling,
appearing to drowse, while the Galias and Twilight
conversed. Twilight spoke of her own concerns and wishes.
The two exchanged information freely. Both nervously spoke
of Silhouette and how their choices would affect her. They
agreed to keep Silhouette in the dark for the time being.
Tenative plans were laid. Helaquin roused herself and laid
the sleeping infant down. Galias smiled fondly down at the
babe, noting his tiny, demonic features. Her step was light
as she left, her mind on what she would say to Rand.
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Galias
First Initiate of the Golden Order of Dawn, founded by Twilight
Former Sister of the Family
under the supervision of Raith, owner of Club Phantasy.
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Discovery
Lorn
Fri Aug 25 12:47:46 2000 GMT
Lorn silently observed that the woman known as Twilight was
at the Fortress more of late. She spent most of her time in
the study while the Master was occupied in the labs. He
purposely walked in on her on numerous occasions, noting
what tomes she was studying. He began his own readings
while no one was about, curious as to what she found so
interesting. His heart was heavy as his Mistress,
Silhouette, was away more than she was here. His
investigations helped pass the time until Silhouette
returned to him. He found the information intriguing, to
say the least. He shut one particular volume, his eyes
narrowed as he digested what he had just discovered.
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galias
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Galias
Thu Aug 31 17:27:09 2000 GMT
Galias carried the infant, Devodeus, tucked in the crook of
her arm. She made her way to the woods and to the tree
where the strange-eyed elf resided. She was lounging in the
tree and hopped down when Galias approached. They spoke of
the avatar and what Sethliss was doing about it. Talked of
what to do next. Then, as the female held and cooed at the
demonic child, she told Galias gently of someone who was
hired to assassinate the one she knew to be Galias’s lover.
The news ripped through Galias’s soul. Galias stood
quickly, obviously upset, her body trembled. She gathered
up the Devodeus and went in search of Rand.
RE: Lover in Trouble
Galias
Thu Aug 31 20:15:34 2000 GMT
Galias went to Rand’s Tower, he was not there. She sighed
in frustration and headed back to her employer’s
stronghold. She saw Lorn on her way to Zenith’s room and
her fingers moved ever so slightly. Lorn’s gray eyes caught
the slight movement and responded in kind, all the while
walking towards her, then passing her with barely a nod.
Galias murmured a greeting as she moved sylphlike past him
to Zenith’s room.
Galias told Twilight everything the elven woman had told
her while Helaquin drowsed and nursed the infant. Twilight
then updated her on what was happening within the walls,
and expressed deep concern over how uncontrollable
Silhouette was becoming. Silhouette’s new ability was a
threat to all of them, to their plans inregards to
Sethliss, their bodies, their very existence. They agreed
to work together and be very guarded. Twilight offered to
have Hel stay put so that Galias may tell Rand of what she
had learned.
Galias was relieved.
FollowRE: Rand’s Reaction
Galias
Thu Aug 31 20:31:06 2000 GMT
Galias took over for Helaquin, cradled the infant in her
arms, concentrated and touched her pendant, then sat back
and waited. An hour passed and she watched the slow change
occur as Devodeus’s angelic form turned slowly to demonic
in appearance. Soon there after her pendant warmed,
signaling that Rand was near.
She stood, grabbed the bag of stuff for Devodeus and left
the stronghold. She appeared in the Cove. Others were
there, she murmurmed a greeting and quickly made her way to
the Hollow. Touching the pendant she called out to Rand
silently. He joined her a short time later. Galias was
overjoyed at seeing him. She glided over to him, smiling
affectionately
RE: RE: Rand’s Reaction
Galias
Thu Aug 31 21:12:58 2000 GMT
Her tender kiss of greeting was returned coolly. Galias
knew that his mind was occupied with the upcoming battle,
so she didn’t question his distance. Galias reluctantly
told him of what she knew, not wanting to add any more
weight to his shoulders. Rand asked her who the would be
assassin was. Galias paused, not wanting to add to his
pain. In the small span of time she considered her
response, Rand said quietly, “The assassin is you, isn’t
it?”
Galias was shocked, “Rand, my only love, how could you
think that?” She looked away, and told him quietly who the
hired killer was. Rand now seemed shocked as the one
mentioned worked for him he told her. He apologized for
hurting her but made no move to touch her. Galias’s
confusion was growing.
Rand abruptly said he had to leave, turned on his heel and
walked off into the woods. Pain seared through her body,
something she’d never experienced before, at his frosty
treatment of her. He had always been so warm, passionate
even, towards her… Unaccustomed tears sprang to her eyes.
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